Watching my baby sleep now, I know I will forgive him anything, including the 5 times he had me up last night 😉 However, at the time, I was thinking ‘f@#*s sake not again!’
When your deep in the middle of something (nightfeeds/screaming fits/housework/arguments) it is so easy to turn on yourself, we are our own worst enemy at times! It’s only when it’s over that we can see, actually, we are doing our best and all things shall pass.
I know it’s easy to say, and I’m not saying I can do this either, but try to step back from the chaos and forgive yourself. Get off your own case and appreciate you are doing your best. Right now it might not feel great but it won’t last forever.